You told me to listen to this song..
Ron Pope - A Drop in the Ocean.
It doesn’t make sense. And the guy is a bad singer, and I don’t know if he’s supposed to sing out of tune.. or whatever..
You told me, “Listen to this song. It’s my song to you.”
I listened, a long time ago. Right after you told me. I didn’t get it. And here I am now, listening to it. Once again. But this time, I’m crying.
I don’t get why you said this was your song to me. The lyrics, I can only relate to one sentence. Or two. Or the whole fucking song.
Especially this line.
“I was praying that you and me might end up together.”
I always, always, always prayed for us. But “us”, never happend. It never worked. And we couldn’t make it work.
A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.
I don’t wanna waste the weekend,
If you don’t love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it’s time to go.
As my train rolls down the East Coast,
I wonder how you’ll keep warm.
It’s too late to cry, too broken to move on.
And still I can’t let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don’t take what you don’t need from me.
It´s just s drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.
Misplaced trust and old friends,
Never counting regrets,
By the grace of God, I do not rest at all.
New England as the leaves change;
The last excuse that I’ll claim,
I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl.
And still I can’t let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep,
Don’t take what you don’t need from me.
It´s just s drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my
Heaven doesn’t seem far away anymore no no.
Heaven doesn’t seem far away.
Heaven doesn’t seem far away anymore no no.
Heaven doesn’t seem far away.
A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I’m holding you closer than most,
‘Cause you are my heaven.
You are my heaven
And right now, I’m supposed to be mad at you because my friends are. You tell me I listen to my friends too much and I should be more confident in my own actions.
You tell me I’m gorgeous, and that you love me. Don’t lie to me. Please, don’t. I’m too upset to believe you and accuse you of lying, even though I know, by heart you are. I love you too. Your beautiful. I’m being honest. Are you?
Every time, I see your online. Or I see your pictures. I smile and giggle to myself. Thinking, what do I see in this boy? That makes him so special, and so.. I can’t explain you. Your unique. And you’ve hurt me way too many times for me to trust my heart to you. But I do. I trust you.
You see.. You never really returned my heart. Even if we didn’t talk for months after our last meeting.. And even though we ended up arguing.. You never really gave it back. I kept a piece for you, just in case I wanted to go back. Just in case, and that came in handy about a month ago.
But my friends say I shouldn’t go back. I shouldn’t trust you, love you, talk to you or even touch you. But that’s impossible when I spend 7 hours with you every weekday. Your there, always..
I won’t listen to any advice, but I’ll think twice. So I don’t make the same mistakes I did before. I won’t be weird, or “scary.” Just let me in, once again.
I need you, I’m begging you.
